I am a little dragon

because i'll never know when i'll ever meet them again.

Why would I rather be alone?

because I don't think i could be there for them when they need me, eventho i wanted to b there.

Why i seem snobbish?

because our friendship will just remain as a name in the end.

Why I don't join a 'group'?

because I don't want to be left behind.

Why I don't have many close dear friends?

because i'll end up hurting them.

because it's not easy to meet up with them.

Why I ignore u sometimes?

because I hate giving hope n false plan.

Why I'm being mean?

because I can't always be there to pamper you

Why I don't make friends?

because it will make me miss them..a lot

Why would i do that?

It's rather 1 person hurt than 2 or more.

I feel like a balloon. Pumping air in every day till it's stretched to the max. What will I do if it's going to blow? I'll just cry my heart out. I feel like a lunatic trapped in a pretty box. My companion is a stuffed teddy bear. I need someone to talk to. Am i kidding myself, noone would listen freely or just be there. It's better to talk to a wall...I hope i won't get high blood pressure at this age....sometimes it's better to be mute or hv no feelings..yes? oh if anyone looking for a psychotic girl role, hire me, serious..i would do good :).

Pink-Perfect...i wonder if someone would ever say that to me. I would feel better.