I am a little dragon

If u listen on the radio or any media there are songs about being 'perfect'. Songs like Perfect by Simple Plan and F**king Perfect by P!nk really tell that u can't be 'perfect' in anyway cuz you are who you are and you are perfect as a person you are right now. So girls and boys out there, especially teenagers don't think you are ugly or fats or not 'cool' and all. Be yourself not someone's shadow :).

When i recall my teen-age I never followed anyone or any 'style', I was me and i had a good teenage life. I don't care if boys didn't woo me or had eyes on me or I don't have a 'group'. Because you don't need it, they will come to you. When you are being sincere and not wearing any mask, the aura or vibe around you will make people attracted to you. They can feel the sincerity that you have and that you are 'cool' being you. You don't have to be a 'plastic' or biatch. Be a human please.

Sometimes it's not us who find these troublesome matter, the problems find us. Comparing, peer pressure, parents, siblings and much more. From my past experience it was hurtful and sometimes you will feel like it's the end of the world or you were thrown into an abyss but it is NOT. With your negative thoughts you open a huge gate for people to dictate you. Remember, it's your future and it's you who's gonna SUFFER or be pleased. It's not THEM, it's YOU. Of course you have to listen to what people wanted to say, whether it's a compliment or a critic just listen. Take what's good and ignore the gibberish. We listen but we don't follow except rules -d 'uhh- and yes we have to listen to our parents but we do have to use our brain on what should we do or avoid.

When people have high expectation on you, it really stress out. In any way you can't be perfect in anyway. Some might says the geniuses are able to do so. 'He/she is able to do it, he/she excels in sports and academics'. But look at them, how's their life? Not their lifestyle but their life. are they happy like a person their age supposed to be? Do they actually 'have a life'. We always heard people say 'uf get a life dude!' Analyse what they mean by that or step out of that thick wall. All in all be a good human not some rebel or less-humane. OK?

I'm 22 and I feel so old when my cousins or 'little brothers/sisters' ask me or share their story about their agony. hahaha. I love listening to the, cuz it's amusing hehe and of course i will help or advice if i'm able to do so. teen-age is such an immature-fresh era in everyone's life. this is where you trying so hard searching for your identity. It's full of struggles and the 'rebellious' age is around 16++ where you won't listen to your mom and always hurt her feelings. heh. you just can't help it but try not to. apologise to her if we hurt her feelings cuz it's bad to make your mum cry :)

Above all do not forget our god, doesn't matter what religion you are we've been taught from small that we have to be thankful of what we have, foods, shelter, looks, and everything. We must pray and do good things, ask for forgiveness because sometimes we never realised we had done something bad to people or anything. And do forgive people but don't forget, i'm not trying to be evil but everything that happen every second is a lesson to us. We learn from every mistakes that we did or from others. Never criticizes someone, instead take what happened as a reminder.

Start planning your life now, it's ok if suddenly we diverted our future plan. As long as you have plan of what to do in the future. Don't be a drifter, walk on the ground and straighten your road. If you met an obstacle or more find a way out or an alternative. As for me, I wanted to be an engineer when i was 12 but in the end Arts interest me more. I can stand reading and analysing literature or draw/paint for ours than be in a lab doing some science work. hahha. It took me 7 years to realise that Science stream is not for me because deep in my heart I have a passion towards baking and artistry. :D. Yes i struggled to get what i want to do but in the end i'm satisfied~! Nothing is easy n nothing is impossible~! Be happy and be positive. If you are in university or college, take psychology subject especially positive psychology. it is really gooood for you mind. Oh and have a good life like One republic songs Good Life.

Some people ask me how do I make my cakes/pastries so delicious, I don't know how to answer cuz i just follow the recipe and use good ingredients. Maybe because I love baking and I sincerely bake the cake for the person who order them plus when i'm doing them I wanted my cake to be delicious and especially for the person who's eating them. May they be happy and smile when they eat my cakes/pastries. I would be worry if my product didn't become like what i wanted.

Mom would wonder why I took all the bizzare order that require more times especially in 'drawing' the icing. I just simply said it's fun! I love to draw~!! :D:D

Baking makes me happy and I'm happy when my cakes/pastries make people happy. ♥

Done with blabbering I should go wash myself & get to sleep!!! muahx!

side note I don't include in too deep about religion because it's for general :) thank you