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Dec 13, 2010
As usual, i was mia. too many things happened n mostly it was heart wrenching haha. 6 months feels like a day. i'll b graduating on the 30th of December. it won't be long till i say goodbye to that place. i will treasure my friends who stayed with me all this while despite my 'unpredictable' attitude and i will definitely despise people who did things that break my heart/ anger me. 'best friend' my shit, go die! erghhh..

anyway, lets forget bout that. today i'm gonna talk about missing...

i miss reading and engulfing story books/novels all day long and didn't realize what's happening around me..

i miss listening to all daddy's classical music and memorize all the title and its rhythm. while listening i would imagine the ambiance of the music and sometimes act like i was the maestro, hahah!

i miss being a brat w mama n ayah..

i miss pampering myself...

i miss my sisters n brother...

i miss drawing...

i miss beautifying myself...

i miss my friends who appreciate me as i appreciate them...

i miss going out and have fun

i miss the warmth of home...

i miss the people i love..

i miss lying on the ground at amphitheater and staring the night sky...

i miss my RO comrades like insanely miss them a lot! /sob

i miss ME..

i miss my old life..

i miss everything that i miss...

what i feels right now is not sad but nostalgic...i am imagining myself sitting at the living room in Johor, listening to Cavalleria rusticana. such a relaxing melody, it'll make u want to dance and flow like a breeze~~ though the story behind the song is quite tragic. "jealousy kills". so, sitting on the comfy sofa, i would listen to the music and read my book. i would curl like a baby in one-seater sofa n be one with the book. i would only bulged from the seat when mama calls or toilet trip..hehe...siigh...i miss the good ol days...

my god,i'm at your mercy. I'm not at ease. when is it time for break? I would like to stop! I can't breathe anymore..

that's the translation for my fb status..adieu :)