I am a little dragon

duit raya pn dpt byk, nyihihihi! gmp gave us about 12 days of break n i already wasted 9 days of it! ZOMGBBQSAUCE!!! my homework is not yet done, wuaaa! oh n in 9 days i've gained around 2-3kg O.O!! mama cakap, klau xnk naik bdn, jgn blk rumah. huhuhu pedih punye ayat lol. ah my baju raya! this year it's greenish yellow n grayish-blue-purple. is it my eyes or i do look BIG in that colour? everyone who ate my cookies said they r delicious~~ mwah mwah to them n special mwah to all who helped! :D.

dh terbiase asyik buat cakes n cookies, terasa boring if i didn't bake anything. so rummaging through mama's cooking books and watching nigela's n anna's video. i decided to make some treats for everyone at home. i made chocolate indulgence cake n cheese surfeit. yes, the "cheese surfeit" really sound exaggerate, but u've got to taste it then u'll agree with the name. ;3!!

on tuesday, all 5 of us gather at home n we had lunch together. kak ngah is in johor, she couldnt join tho huhu. i made my cheese surfeit that day and i smelled like cheese for the whole day lol. semua puji n with few feedback it satisfied me. phew first attempt on making such food. haha. the next day we had lunch at along's, i brought my chocolate indulgence n finished making the mousse over there. the result is yet another satisfaction. everyone was nagging when can they eat the cake. especially ashraff, like every 10 minutes "maksuuuu, nak makan kek" n i would answer "sabar, xmasak lg" huhuhu. when the cake is ready, mama,ayah n ashraff meraasmikan ahah. i'm happy with the result, the ganache is beautiful n superbly delicous (for my tastebud). setelah berhempas pulas w the self-made whip cream, i managed to make mousse n ganache with it. kak cik n abg.din said it taste better then secret recipe, that makes me smile to the ears. hehehehe!! along (who's so fussy about cake) ate 2 slices so did ashraff~~ ashraff loves my ganache n he kept on poking the cake's ganache lol. ayah said it's delicious :D. oh imran ate them tooo~~ bg.jat, kak farah n along ate my cheese surfeit like 2-3 times xD!!! alhamdulillah my products taste good! :D!!

now time to worry about my homework and the excessive fats i gained with this not so long holiday. time to really exercise n watch my diet. last night we had nasi ayam as lunch, cake as dessert n domino's pizza as dinner. explain that! hhahahha! wanted to fast today but that idea goes down the drain. hahahhahahahah!!!!! ok afifah, go detox ur body n exercise nooaaww~~!

here's the pic of my choco indulgence n cheese surfeit~

Your tears pour down your cheeks

Without reasons, they pour down

No one knows that inside your heart

A storm of glass fragments is raging

The wounds become an illness

All doors become a wall

Doesn't it hurt?

Keeping anyone from knowing you

Left you choke on your breath

Forced you to choose the end

Without reason for you to stand in this world

Without a choice of the road to walk back

Your breath would probably end before it's time

Wound...scars...tears...flowing..

You cry, though you try to run away.

You're wandering through the abyss

When you're walking in the dark

When you're caught in the dark

When all the doors in the world close

Do you feel suffocated?

Are you still dreaming?

Sleeping? Breathing?

Are you measuring all the tears you've shed?

Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?

Maybe you wake up drenched in sweat at night

Is your consciousness crawling on the floor?

Are you thinking it's the end?

The scars on your broken body,

the tears you've shed that can't be erase.

Will be with you forever.

Do you have wounds?

Do you have scars?

Are you wandering through the dark?

Faith...Destiny...Love..

Am i still beautiful inside?

When can they treat me fairly?

When can I stop faking?

When can I not shed my tears anymore?

When will I live?

When can I really be happy?