I am a little dragon

sometimes i feel regret to come back to m'sia too early n not live w mama n ayah till i'm ready...

but it's no use to say stuff like that....the tears escaped..sigh..

now i'm pampering all the roses i can find around the house. I even kidnapped a few from along's house. heehee..i realised (from my perception) that the more beautiful a rose is the more thorny and dangerous she would be. (just like a lady, the more delicate she is, the harder to get) :P

the one that gave me 4 scratches on my fine hands. :(

last week i had this urge of baking cupcakes and do some decoration practice. I made almost 70 cupcakes (choc moist n butter). By the time i wanted to do the decoration half of it was eaten by everyone, haha. some of the design, i am very lazy to upload all the pics.

I made 2kg chocolate moist cake the next day but this time i used chocolate fudge frosting as the layer, not using ganache. In 5 days it's finito~ I also tried egg tart recipe and it was a success

i found few plain white blouse in the closet so i ended up doodling on them.

from this:

to this:

There were a lot we can do in a week. this week would be gardening week ;)

Mama bought Teddy for me when I was in Qatar. When I saw Teddy sitting along with other bunch of teddies, he just captured my heart and I just grabbed him and show it to mama. Since then i treasured Teddy very much and he is my sleeping companion ;3. I always bring him along if I have to move & stay anywhere else. Except when i went to Putrajaya, Teddy was left at home, he was sad but he met Cutie bun-bun ;).

Cutie bun-bun was a gift from my friend on my birthday. Though she looks like a pirate bunny but actually Cutie bun-bun loves baking, reading novel, sewing and dancing. Despite her petit figure, Cutie bun-bun is a furious bunny when she's angry. :O

Aren't they just cute together? Teddy said Cutie bun-bun is too adorable that he wished to hug her 24/7. Cutie bun-bun replied with a grin~~ hhahaha!!

here goes:

I went to the toilet and left my book, when i enter, cutie bun-bun was reading "Mmmm..chocolate" recipe book.

she said she wanted to bake muffin for her bunny friends. Cutie bun-bun was too concentrate reading the book.

Then, i look over the bed and Teddy was lying comfortably while reading 1001 cupcakes.

he told me he wanted to eat cupcake badly and made his too cute teddy face :3.

I continue writing the recipes and suddenly Teddy wanted to help. I told him to write them well.

They were too excited rummaging through every books and i told them off. So Teddy, Cutie bunbun n Mashimeme went up to bed and happily looked through the books. When i turned around, they were all sound asleep and seems like Mashimeme was drooling on the cake picture.

At last, i took a nap myself n dreaming bout cakes wonderland~~ sleep well my lil minions~~

HAHAHHAHAHA!!!! that was fun~~ :P

i'm re-writing the recipes that i've collected. i wanted to make egg tarts but need to buy the mould first. hmmm...i wanna bake something. dad told me last night that if i'm too obsess with baking then bake a cake for him on the 19th of every month. mom laughed miserably so did i. well dad, i'll bake if u want to but don't complaint when your weight goes up~~

today i sort out my bedroom(again) and aaalll the treasures in the room. whatever is useless i just throw them away (mostly papers). surprisingly this time i managed to totally clean the room. no more ship wrecked :D!!! despite a few baby spiders climbed on me, the room was not that 'ancient'. no dead geckos or cockroaches mean my room is still clean haha!

my fever seems to start again ugh....due to that, dad won't allow me to go anywhere till i am well enough.. /sad!! :(

i made congee for (supposedly) lunch but when i finished cooking it was 5 p.m!! no wonder my stomach was grumbling like mad!! was looking at kitchen aid's website n yes i was drooling (literally). i want them T_T!!! so does mommy haha..

on wednesday morning i couldn't take it anymore, can't even swallow fluid. i even cry in pain when i drink, sob². so by lunch time mum went upstairs n check up on me, she went frantic about my throat n the next thing i realised, i was in the car on the way to the hospital. as usual dad is the one who's worry goes beyond the normal limit (that's what makes me love bout u dad, huehue). went to DEMC and the doc check, i had tonsillitis n fever at the same time. He refer to Putrajaya Hospital since 'they' said Putrajaya Hospital's ENT department is one of the best. I waited at the emergency clinic with dad, i got to lean on him ( haaaa ;D) [i'm not father-complex!!]. The paramedic took my blood n i totally hate that part, like extremely hate it!! cuz my veins r small n it's quite hard to find it. it took him some time to do so n my blood was so stubborn to flow out. (hahah)

after that we went to the ENT department n wait for my queue. the doctor made the check up n all n resulting in teary eyes for a few times, she was lucky i didn't kick her (she's good but it was painful). the doc decided to admitted me n on we go to the ward~~ i was place in surgical ward and all the other patience went through operation except me. hihihi. the nurses are nice n caring. :)! the only complication was my IV gave lots of problem. it seems that my blood clotting rate is too fast n whenever IV was at halt, it will clot a.s.a.p. on the 3rd day my IV won't go through and rejected the anti-biotic. it was so painful that i wish i could throw the IV with it stands out of the building hahaha. the nurse took off my IV that night cuz the needle is not in my vein anymore n my hand was puffy. huk3!!!

aaah, the worst night ever was the first night, i couldn't sleep at all. the doc told me to swallow my saliva n drink lots of water cuz my temp stayed 38.8-38.9 from the morning till late at night. i kept on coughing n in a grave pain. Crying was no use, i just waant my mama at that time. whenever a nurse visit or whatsoever thing came i would be half conscious and the image was vague. i was able to answer n do things but when i truly wake up i don't remember. @_@ scary. my agony subdue after a few shots of antibiotic, 4 IV bottle n 1 large bottle of water being gulped forcefully. T__T!!! after lunch i was able to swallow with less pain n i could walk around. my temp went down to 38. mom & dad came everyday :D! angah & family, ateh, bg.jat n d lil minion too. giat friends came n also teddy :3.

it was indeed a not-so wonderful start for new year xD!! my voice still muffle and my mood is still like yo-yo. when i wanna do something that required a bit of hard work dad will immediately told me off. :(! i can't even cycle my bike. due to my stubbornness i did cycle :P and resulted in short of breath and light headed that night. i received a long lecture from daddy :(! even this morning i wanted to help around the garden, he only allow me to water the plant ~.~

afterwards, the only thing i do was, sat on the gazebo eating...banana, talking to a...lazy-eyed frog...oh i feel so pathetic. hahahha!!!

the good outcome of me staying in the hospital is my -normal human being- body clock is back to normal. i wake up early, i would be hungry by 7.30am, 12.30 pm and before 8 pm. if i didn't eat on time i will b having gastric. =.=!! mom was delighted hahaha! so every morning wanted or not i have to wake up and eat something~~ after 9pm or so i won't be able to eat anything. water consumption...3 liters per day ;O! i'm a walking water tank, who want's some ;3.

ooo, i've downloaded aaalll E.S Posthumus album (finally). previously i only have Unearthed album now i have all 3~~ E.S Posthumus is one talented band, they are GENIUS! sadly, the 3rd album Makara is the last album :(. because of Franz death, Helmut decided not to be active anymore. huuu. I love E.S P cuz their music express so many emotions and it's unique~!!! I could listen to them many² times and will never get boored~~ Nara was the first song i heard and since then i hunted down E.S P~ hehe. Makara is indeed another splendid collection, Listen to Manju and u just feel like smilling~~ :D

2 weeks of whining and struggling with my viral fever, this is the most tormented moment.

mom came into the room n said : "wanna sell them?" ...he..he..i wish mama...

oh new year i don't feel anything cuz i already celebrated awal muharram~~ ;)