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Jun 23, 2015
Two months passed and cepat sangat time jalan. To be exact, today dah 2 bulan and 10 days I moved to USJ. I can still remember the first day I moved to casa and mama ayah came all the way from S.Petani to help me. Sekarang dah 2 bulan..wah. It's a weird feeling when you have a space inside of your heart; a special place. At the same time, I am scared. Scared that the same thing will happen where my love will be taken for granted. Ricardo once told me that I am too kind and that one day I will go Boom! Well my dear, I've 'boomed' countless time and I am still as kind as I've ever been. The one weakness of myself is that I cared too much and it seems I can't throw away this cursed trait.
Last week, early June, we went for a Camp; company related. It was a memorable experience. Something yang dah lama tak lalui and I actually miss teaching kids haha.
I cook on my own now, ntah ape-ape resipi la I create. All western/Chinese cuisine style. I forced myself to gulped down more vegetables and no spicy oily food. Thank you jugak to my body for suddenly start to allergy dekat semuaaa lah. Chicken is totally out of the picture now, sampaikan hyper ventilate bila makan chicken. Not just that my face totally naik septic spot yg besar n pedih bila makan chikin! chikin is my enemy now! even chicken eggs T_T" so these past 2 months mmg tak masak anything with chicken, except last 2 weeks during camp terpaksa makan jugak chicken, mmg terbaaikk the side effect. My face and internal is still recuperating from the camp. Ah, I cut my hair..now i know why I love keeping my long hair, because when i cut to shoulder length; i look like when i was 18..the memory..rieess..my god..oh well tak pe la at least I know despite being 26, I still look the same 8 years ago hahaha.
Haritu I had quite a long talk with kak ana about me...somehow the path yang selama ni I was seeking for the right way dah nampak the lorong. I will save up this year, 6 months more to be exact and will start the part time course next year..klau next year still single pun ok jugak haha because to be honest I am scared to let anyone enter this vacant space in my heart UNLESS he really really is the one (dah jodooh). Don't know la, I'll just pray for the best. I am happy the way I am now, what i want are my cats and parents..I want to see my babies. I know diorang sangat bahagia living with mama and ayah but 4 years ago if ayah didn't allow me raising them, i think i will be in mental asylum or 6 feet under..I can't wait for raya holidays as i want to hug my babies all day/night long.
Alas, I am saying goodbye to bakery again, well maybe not for good. I started enjoying cooking and still going Frankenstein with sewing. Sampaikan siap nak imagine cook for my hubby n all. Like whaaaat fifaa?! haha..This year ramadhan sendiri2 and it was ok though i missed sahur banyak kali jugak la. too lazy to get up whiiich is not good at all. I need to get up and eat sahur properly or else later on badan naik.
Office matter, everything's fine. I just do my jobs n tasks n ignore what can be ignored. Lessen my kindness towards helping unnecessarily. The impulse to quit after 6 months is no longer there, well...65% gone. I would be lying if I say 100%. Sometimes I am a little disappointed with what I am doing, sometimes I do not see the point and sometimes i feel so little. Maybe it was just me who felt that way, maybe others see me in a great position. Oh well, I should be thankful and shouldn't complaint much. Nothing comes easy in our life, this is the beginning of everything that's right? 2 months ago I wonder why god send me here and somehow I am starting to see the outcomes. :)
Alas, I am saying goodbye to bakery again, well maybe not for good. I started enjoying cooking and still going Frankenstein with sewing. Sampaikan siap nak imagine cook for my hubby n all. Like whaaaat fifaa?! haha..This year ramadhan sendiri2 and it was ok though i missed sahur banyak kali jugak la. too lazy to get up whiiich is not good at all. I need to get up and eat sahur properly or else later on badan naik.
Office matter, everything's fine. I just do my jobs n tasks n ignore what can be ignored. Lessen my kindness towards helping unnecessarily. The impulse to quit after 6 months is no longer there, well...65% gone. I would be lying if I say 100%. Sometimes I am a little disappointed with what I am doing, sometimes I do not see the point and sometimes i feel so little. Maybe it was just me who felt that way, maybe others see me in a great position. Oh well, I should be thankful and shouldn't complaint much. Nothing comes easy in our life, this is the beginning of everything that's right? 2 months ago I wonder why god send me here and somehow I am starting to see the outcomes. :)
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