Popular Posts

Read this when you're down

Blogger news

-soon-

Blogroll

-soon-

About

Jan 27, 2010
it was schorching hot todaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy~!! i think imma get another sunburn T_T
even at 10++am it was hooooooot!!! @_@!!!n my room feels like a sauna right now..!@#$%..phuh...
oooo today i saw an iranian guy who looks like james bond but with jude laws's eyes...y r iranian mostly good looking?!?! that's against the nature of human being..ahhaha..anyway..wat made me laughed was that, i saw him concentrating on answering a booklet..i thought maybe a sudoku or word puzzle but it was actually "buku latihan" n then he asked his friend "is this right? saya datang dari iran"..i was like like /facepalm!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahah..that was unbelievable~!!

ah today i went to see the course consultant again to CLARIFY thing for the second time n yep it was TRUE~!! *go bankrupt ucsi* siiiigh...ya allah guide me..please.

tomorrow will be my date with kakak for the first time of how many years i hope we wont fight halfway through...no offense qelot but we always argue ;)...c ya tomolo wake me up hahaha!!
Jan 26, 2010
if education is free in this world...i would not cry tonight...tears of anger/ disappointment/regrets...
i think i've told him before since last year...i hv the hunch it's gonna be a waste but he wont listen!!!
i'm not a fool......look how much i've wasted....time n money...n whats more..my future....i'm very sad n angry at the moment....ya allah help me, tell me if all of this is your msg of showing me the right choice...
Jan 24, 2010


Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I'm sure I did have good days
So why
So why can't you just hold me
How come it's so hard?
Do you like to see me broken?
Why do I still care?
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all
And if I didn't love you, you would know
Jan 23, 2010
hiya peeps~ i know some must be like "wth? new blog?" n stuff like that. i just hv this urrggee to make a new blog..a fresh one..hehe..hmm 2010, i had a bad start on the first week of january n it continues till now. thanks a lot to the uni n also to someone i considered special. maybe i'm too selfish or maybe i'm too fragile or perhaps i've been taken for granted..who knows..
currently i'm lying on my parents bed n having my own space n time ALONE. i had a bad wonderful day today...right reen dear? ;) i'm suprised i was able to control them when i got home. putting the fake smile n cheerful act in front of my parents n sisters is an easy thing to do buuut not to my dad. he'll realise them. ah anyways no more sad talks.

i got home today, arrived at home by night. saw daddy's new 4feet aquarium. the pink light kills my eyes..lol..as usual i'm gonna be his little engineer tomorrow n we gonna 'remake' the filter pump. oooh my clothes that i ordered from Indo has arrived..they r so CUTE~! n i CANT believe i fit on the korean standard size /facepalm. hahaha. juuust need to remove this bumpity on my tummy..hum hum..i hv a sorethroat today n my body temp slightly increased. it gotten worst when i was 'raining' today. shheeesh if ppl heard when i did that, in the bathroom, i know they would run away, thankfully it was on mid-day not night..hahahahah!!

meh this a/c is killing me..i hope my fevr wont get worst cuz i need to go to class..cuz that's the only thing i HAVE to do right NOW. going to claaass~ claass~~ maybe some uni activities~~ claaass~~ sleeep (oh yes very important) and again claaaass~~ hehe

ya allah, amend my crushed heart and guide me to the right path, show me the best choice, save me from cruelty. amiiin.
my new blog..much cuter n i love the name



one tiny fire, one fragile heart ♥ thats me